The Room

I'm doing an internship at church. It is different from the other times I helped out. Chad is teaching me the things that he does, and then I get to do it. I also helped out during practice even though I am not going to be on stage at all for at least the summer. I was cleaning a room at the bottom of the steps near the offices. I was looking for an outlet to plug the vacuum in, so i opened the door to the next room. There it was. The groundhog rebellion room--this little ugly, dark room nestled in the middle of the church. It's a reminder that everything can look "together" but there can be dark, ugly rooms just a door away. I really am tired of that. I am ready to take things seriously and start becoming who I was meant to be. It's renovation time.