unexpected birthday

today was a very special day. it was the day that my little green/blue (i dont know, im color blind) colored, '95, toyota, corolla turned 90000 miles. it was quite unexpected. i just looked down and notice i was like 25 miles away. so yeah. 

the weather was incredibly nice today. i actually wore shorts (gasps). i even got a few good pictures. 

the lush green grass from longs park.

 a cow keychain playing in said grass. 

myself just chilling.

and some flower found at church.

The book of job

well not really. actually this post is about a job. i talked to my parents for from like 8:30 to about 1 in the morning about jobs and such. i actually have a job at a solar place. i start in like two weeks. im not sure if im going to work there. it doesnt really seem right. plus it will put stress on the stuff i do at church (which is my biggest problem with it). ive also been sorta looking for a job serving. i applied for ruby tuesdays but they didnt call me. i also have to turn in my applications for texas road house, applebees, and red lobster. anywho. im gonna go call sam and we are all going to talk about the best option for me. that makes me feel better. 

ps this is a pic i took a few nights ago. it needs to storm more often so i can get better ones.

The Room

I'm doing an internship at church. It is different from the other times I helped out. Chad is teaching me the things that he does, and then I get to do it. I also helped out during practice even though I am not going to be on stage at all for at least the summer. I was cleaning a room at the bottom of the steps near the offices. I was looking for an outlet to plug the vacuum in, so i opened the door to the next room. There it was. The groundhog rebellion room--this little ugly, dark room nestled in the middle of the church. It's a reminder that everything can look "together" but there can be dark, ugly rooms just a door away. I really am tired of that. I am ready to take things seriously and start becoming who I was meant to be. It's renovation time.